My heart needs to write… it is an outlet, often times pain is the fuel that gives me cause to write. It’s as if heartache is a propellant to inspire and to give me words…from ashes comes beauty. I know from pain comes wisdom, perspective and even out of it comes hope. Hope for that which is real, true and lasting. This world fosters such a shallowness in relationships today, how so many it seems are self centered and confused. Loyalty seems to be a thing of the past or maybe just for old souls… I’ve not understood nor wanted to feel the days pass that magnify how easily dear friends can become strangers. I’ve experienced losses of those whom I cherished and coldness of hearts that has given me pause to desire to lose hope at times…. hope in all types of relationships and a desire to fall into isolation. As solitude seems to be a safe place, a place of peace, a place where ones heart is not vulnerable to the flaws of humanity which inflict pain upon one another.
In all moments but especially in moments like these, I pray, I ponder and I trust God. He created us to love and be loved. So with courage I hope and continue to Love. As I read and reflect on all that will draw my mind and heart closer to God. I understand more intensely the closer he draws me to him the closer I get to my destiny. It is prayer that is the source of breath in my days…sustaining my soul. As My heart grows in prayer, I understand that it is only in seeking that we will find answers and only in Forgiveness, peace and only in God everlasting Love. I trust that God’s plan for my life will prevail. And even though at times I do not understand all the circumstances that we face in life or the relationships that fade away… I trust God has a purpose for it all.
Maybe you’ve been in a place or time in your life that those you thought you truly knew, those dearest to you that you have a place for, forever in your mind and heart…And in an instant they are gone. My hope is you know you are never alone and God has a purpose for every circumstance in your life.
For everyone he removes from your life trust in his abundant Love that he only wants your happiness and for you to have the best….Out of pain, see hope and in prayer know you’ll find comfort, peace and the immense love he desires to give you each day.
